March...

...so far I'm loving this month :)



It couldn't have gotten off to a better start really, Saturday 1st saw me attending the wedding of my best friend "J" & what a fantastic day it was. I was honoured to have been one of her bridesmaids, I ate, drank & danced like an idiot...great!

I had invited "M" along with me, he's was a friend of a friend, I'd known him for quite a few months by then but was still rather shocked that he agreed to accompany me to such an event (I mean why on earth would someone willingly spend the entire day in my company??!...mad man)...I'm very glad he did though. "M" & I had spoken quite often over the last few months & he was the person I knew could always make me laugh however my day had gone. It wasn't until recently though (well when I found out about "A" mainly) that we had become quite good friends.

I'll go into a tad more detail as I've not mentioned "M" in here before....I don't think :op The day that I found out about "A" I was a bit of a mess & "M" was in town so he invited me to join him to take my mind off things....we sauntered around a few estate agents (he's currently looking for a place for his dad....erm & himself) and had tea & toasted tea cake (yes I'm an old woman) nothing particularly exciting but I really enjoyed his company, just having someone I could sit & chat about anything with & not having to care that I looked dreadful from crying all morning was wonderful...& to be honest the whole time we talked "A" didn't really feature in my thoughts at all.

Anyway from then on we saw each other much more often & at the wedding, as I said above I ate, drank & danced like an idiot...& oddly enough felt entirely comfortable doing all of this while "M" was there (poor boy) which I would never normally do in front of someone who didn't know me extremely well...luckily he enjoyed himself too & was a big hit with my friends...which is a first as they normally have allot to say about anyone they see me with (usually with good right ) :s

The day after the Wedding "M" & I went to the cinema (which by that time had become somewhat of a Sunday ritual)...even though we'd seen each other a few times already that week we didn't find it hard to make conversation...I felt so comfortable being around him, so when the question was finally asked ( or rather when he hinted that may like me more than friends so I forced the question out of him...being the bully I am) :op I obviously said I'd love to take the next step & see how things went.

So here I am...it may only be 11/12 day's in but I'm very happy & honestly can't think of anyone I'd rather be spending time with right now...my parents think he's lovely...my brothers idolise him & my friends are all inviting us out...it's great, Slightly nervous that I'm about to meet his Mum on Tuesday though...I'm sure she's lovely so I'm not worried about that....just mainly about what she thinks of me, so fingers crossed everything will go fine :)

Well I'm pretty sure I've bored you enough by now so I'll end the post there...just thought I'd do this little write up to show I don't just come on here to whine & moan (well not all of the time)

...Ciao for now :)