Not enough hours in the day

So after analysing my finances I realised that by putting a sensible amount to one side each week (by sensible I mean still be able to buy shoes & wine of course) I could be completely debt free in 9 months :-o...I know how good would that be.

I have however heard through the grape vine that there are some casual Food/Bar staff positions becoming available in town...each paying simply stupid amounts for such a no-brainer of a job (no offence intended) :s so I've offered my services, seven day working weeks here I come. It does...on the plus mean that I will be debt free far sooner though, so I can start putting the Penny's away for my very own pad again *^_^*

That is all :op

Foolish

...I may have done somehing very silly this morning.

I kind of....well completely accused "M" of lying to me, which he obviously hadn't.

I feel so bad, I know I shouldn't jump to conclusions, it's just that in the past when other people have been secretive or cagey about certain subjects it was normally for bad reasons & ultimately our relationship ended because they were seeing said "cagey subject" :o(

There is however no excuse for me accusing him of anything "M" really is the best thing that's happened to me in a long time.

...very luckily for me he didn't fallout with me but understandably was annoyed that I would suggest such a thing.

I wish I wouldn't do this.