...thinking out loud.

I'm so confused (am I ever anything else?)

I really want to go into teaching & have the chance to get on to a degree course in October... the only thing is I would have to take time out from work & volunteer at the local school to pass the final interview for the course.

I've been told I'm welcome at the school & work have also agreed the time off, great...you may think?! I'm not so sure it's the way I should be doing things though. True the degree would be the quickest & most direct path into teaching but the time off work, then having to work part time for four years! (remember I've worked pretty much fulltime for the past 6 years) *argh*...if you knew how much I have to pay out monthly you may understand my worries...plus as soon as my parents move I've got to find somewhere to live which equals more expense, & then there is my driving to consider, my theory runs out in November so I've promised myself I'll get my practical passed before then so I'll have lessons to pay for & a car to save for!

I'm considering looking for a permanent job & looking into studying on an evening at the local college instead...maybe :s

I don't know...I just needed to write that out to see if it actually looks as complicated a decision as I'm making it out to be...any input at all would be greatly appreciated..

Dankie :)