New Year New Me??

...that's what I was hoping anyway!

Alas I have fallen back into the naieve way's of old *sigh*

I'm at work so this will be brief....I shall go into more detail at a later date.

2008 got off to a great start...I met "A" a little while before Christmas, we were just friends for a while, which was really nice then he decided he liked me a little more than "just friends"...I was very usure about the whole thing...I mean I liked the guy...but not in that way, anyway we decided to see how things went. Before long we were dating, he seemed perfect (maybe too much so)...I'd almost forgotten all the doubts that I had in the beginning, then it happened...not even two months in & I fondout he'd been cheating...& not just with any random girl...nooo that would have been too easy, it was with his best friends ex no less!

Needless to say I was devistated...it's the exact same way my last two relationships ended...well amoungst other things. Not devistated so much that I'd lost him just that I;d been fooled by someone I really trusted AGAIN!...I'm really going to have to give myself a shake...the fortune teller told me 2008 was my year...so far that is not ringing true at all.

Luckily something good has come out of all this...I've actually realised for the first time just how much my friends do care for me...I mean I knew they'd be there...but the way they picked me up & stopped me moping around was amazing....so I guess I really have got allot to be thankful for.

Hope your year's are getting off to a better start...I've decided to start mine again from now...so Happy 2008...I hope it's a good one!!! :)