Foolish

...I may have done somehing very silly this morning.

I kind of....well completely accused "M" of lying to me, which he obviously hadn't.

I feel so bad, I know I shouldn't jump to conclusions, it's just that in the past when other people have been secretive or cagey about certain subjects it was normally for bad reasons & ultimately our relationship ended because they were seeing said "cagey subject" :o(

There is however no excuse for me accusing him of anything "M" really is the best thing that's happened to me in a long time.

...very luckily for me he didn't fallout with me but understandably was annoyed that I would suggest such a thing.

I wish I wouldn't do this.