Monday, August 11

I need to...

...give myself a shake!

Really don't know what's got into me lately...little things keep seeming to get on top of me.

One minute I'm super happy the next I'm really down :o(

I don't know whether to blame hormones, work, home life...I really don't know.

I should be the happiest I've ever been, I'm settled, have a good job, lovely boyfriend...but then I also have the fear that I'm going to lose all of this...I'm probably just being silly I know, I think I just need a sign that everything is alright...maybe then I'll start sleeping again.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

sorry to hear you're not feeling to great with stuff at the mo. If it's any constellation most of the people i know (myself included) seem to be feeling pretty much the same!

Also, they say the 1st year of living with someone is the hardest, so maybe that's partly the reason.

here's a little something I found that might cheer you up a bit.. you mentioned a sign.. well i found one!!!

http://www.michaelburns.co.uk/misc/danielle.jpg

Anonymous said...

hey you,

Sorry to hear you're not feeling too great lately.. you're not alone believe me :)

Sounds to me like you're having mid twenties anxiety or whatever they want to call it.. it sucks ass I know.

Also, they say the first year of living with someone is the hardest.. and on top of that you're more isolated now, so naturally you'll depend more on people, and ultimately feel more pressured in that respect :)

My advice is don't worry until you have something to worry about, and enjoy what you've got while you have it.

*note to self: listen to your own advice mic!

Anyway, you mentioned a sign.. well I might have found one when driving the other day... it's a bit "generic" but who knows.. maybe there's a hidden sign...

http://www.michaelburns.co.uk/misc/danielle.jpg

Anonymous said...

i dunno if these comments are getting through!!! i press publish and KAPOW, i'm back to the beginning...

I SHALT NOT REPEAT MYSELF AGAIN!!! hahaha

Mubelteeb said...

haha...that signs awesome...still trying to decipher the hidden message though :op

Thanx for that, I know I tend to ramble on here, but it helps me to think more clearly when I write about whats bothering me, after looking back at it I often realise that it's not that bad after all...& then I'm calm again :op saves me bottling it all up & then sounding off at Mark for doing something like leaving the toilet seat up! :op